Goodbye oggie='(

This ain't a good day 4 me mate...its really sad..*SIGH.oggie died today.I was taking my afternoon nap,then my sis woke me up an said" get up,oggie's dead",and i'm like "wuttafuck!!!!"..me and ma niece Raymond rush to her cage,my other two puppies (lemon n Lucky) were still in the cage.I rushed to oggie,and i found her motionless.I squatted by her,and started shaking,tugging,yanking at her body.I called her name severally as if i'm convinced she would rise from the dead...i know if this sounds crazy and fucked up for u guys,yes..its i'm indeed very fucked up at that moment.i really cried man as i patted her head,goddamnit!!!!!her death really puzzled me,because she was so energetic during the morning and suddenly found dead at the evening......OH MY FUCKING GOD WHY IS THIS HAPPENING...!!!!!!!its been 6 years with u(oggie)around,and its been sweet and lots of memory with you.Now............there is no one will greet me at the gate when i come home,there is no one whom i can play and pat with,there is no sound of you barking loud..each and every bit of that is gone now..oh fuck!!!!!!Loosing u(oggie) as if im loosing a family member,to me...she is not just a dog,she is family.For the pet lovers out there..do cherish the moment that you had with your pet..coz we never know when shits happen.For the motherfuckers that think is just a pussy junk and think that this is crazy and a waste of time...then u really need to go and FUCK OURSELF RIGHT!!!!.........thats it mate...*sigh......im gonna miz u so much gurl...='(